hello there, i'm sarah.
you know, merlin, i always thought
you were the bravest man i ever met.

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i hope my first child is a dragon

My darling, you are allowed to fail without being a failure. You are allowed to make mistakes without becoming one. More opportunities will present themselves, you will find hope again.

#yeeeeees  #words

i’m not seeking sympathy or attention towards me, i just want you to hear me out on what i want to say

so, for a few months, i’ve been a bit up and down in terms of my overall mental health, mood, etc, but its been ok, you know? i could survive and i would tell myself “you will survive,” i’ve been in situations where i’m nothing but a body that’s been overcome by depression, no desire to live or even try; my bed was my best friend, if i had enough emotion in me to consider anyone or anything a best friend, anyway.

so i’ve been at my worst and i’ve been at my best (at least for now, i will always try to make my best a bit more better), but right now, in this very moment, i’ve been kicked off my little cloud where i wasn’t amazing but i was doing ok, i could do it, do life and i’m feeling so cheated and so upset because i never thought i’d be this person.

as compliments go, i will say this about myself, i can be bright, i can be loud, i can be outgoing, i can be fun and i never thought i would become this person. i don’t hate her, i only wish her the best and hope that she will find peace and happiness someday. i will fight for her.

but anyway, the reason why i’m making this post is because despite the fact that i have to start fighting this non existent entity in my head that tells me to stop living, to stop trying again, i will fight and i will do my best for the girl who i’ve become, the girl who i never thought i’d become but who i root for. i’m saying all this because sometimes i don’t think i can even muster a smile, sometimes i don’t know how to laugh but i do my best to hope that one day i will know how to do those things again.

i just want anyone who feels like this, who feels like everyday is a battle to know that i am 100% right there with you, rooting for you and cheering you on. 

the photo above was literally taken a few minutes ago and despite how i feel, how i want to succumb to everything crushing down on me, i smiled in it because i need you guys to know that i’m fighting against it all, i’m fighting for myself, i owe it to myself to smile, to at least try it because i owe myself the opportunity to live my life,  and so do you. you are precious, you are worth life, please, please try and remember that, please. 

“He was the king that should have been. He was the best of them.

Anonymous said: We're all here for u :)

Wow way to make me cry in the staff room
I appreciate this a lot, thank you so much honey

A strong friendship doesn’t need daily conversation or being together. As long as the relationship lives in the heart, true friends never part.

Lessons Learned in Life (via lambchops)